DE'LUCA, TEAGAN RUE

[TEAGAN RUE DE'LUCA]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image: url(http://i54.tinypic.com/2nqfdd2.jpg); border: solid 5px #d6d6d6; width: 250px; -webkit-border-radius: 50px 4px 50px 4px; -moz-border-radius: 50px 4px 50px 4px; line-height:85%; margin-top: 5px] TEAGAN RUE DE'LUCA, "ITS HALF PAST TEN, ITS GETTING LATE, BUT THE NIGHT IS YOUNG AND I CANT WAIT, YOU KNOW I LIKE IT LOUD," TWENTY TWO | RELAPSE | MERCH EXEC | AMY D 26 TRAITS OF TEAGAN DL: 01. inquisitive. 02. gentle-natured. 03. a natural brunette. 04. indecisive. 05. a free spirit. 06. mellow. 07. playful. 08. silly. 09. tender. 10. intelligent. 11. not easy to get. 12. serious when needed. 13. a social butterfly. 14. occasionally temperamental. 15. sexual. 16. subtly confident (unless drunk, then it’s anything but subtle). 17. guilt ridden. 18. forgetful. 19. resourceful. 20. a chain smoker. 21. a class clown. 22. focused. 23. sharp. 24. loyal. 25. hard-working. 26. humble. THINGS TEAGAN LIVES FOR: 01. her daily pack of cigarettes. 02. fresh air. 03. traveling. 04. domination of the weekly beer pong tournament. 05. making people smile. 06. smiling herself. 07. meeting people. 08. laughter. 09. new music. 10. vintage t-shirts and ripped up skinny jeans. 11. pretty boys. 12. the occasional one night stand. 13. photo moments. 14. proving people wrong. 15. those ‘oh god I love my life’ times. 16. her good friends. 17. scary movies. 18. baking goodies. 19. fast car rides. 20. adrenaline rushes. 21. beach days. 22. the guitar. 23. seattle coffee. 25. nights out and off work. 26. most sports. 27. Starting trouble. 28. epic sleepovers. 29. finding new bands to sign. THINGS TEAGAN DOESN’T ENJOY ABOUT HERSELF: 01. has horrible self control when things involve alcohol. 02. used to sleep around way too much in high school. 03. often times very pessimistic internally, but never shows it. 04. hard on herself for work. 05. her inability to balance work and a relationship. 06. has no attention span for a steady man. 07. losing her virginity so early. 08. the addiction of thrifting. 09. the addiction of coffee every morning. 10. not getting her masters in college. 11. her roots. A FEW REGRETS: 01. moving out of moms house at age 17. 02. trying to grow up too soon. 03. burning to many bridges. 04. modeling. 05. fighting the addiction. 06. not saving up money. FACTS ABOUT TEAGAN: 01. grew up modeling until age of 17, which was when she divorced her parents and quit. 02. had a lot of self issues throughout middle school and high school. 03. parents are a sore subject; she was adopted. 04. is completely confident in herself, but not overly. 05. can keep up with the boys in just about anything she puts her mind too. 06. was given a partial scholarship for music management and production. 07. someday wishes to own her own music company. THEREPY SESSION OF TEAGAN RUE DE'LUCA: AGE 12 “So what do I say to you? I don’t need this, I know I don’t. I’m perfectly sane, perfectly healthy. My parents push me through this but if I have any problems it’s their fault. I’ve been modeling since I was 8, you don’t expect me to be into myself? I’m not a brat, I’m not rude, but I am beautiful, and I know this much. I turn 15 next week and I guess everything is tumbling down on me. I have no life. I model I model I model. I have model friends, and model boys, and a model car that I earned with my own model money. Fuck I book so many sessions that my parents can’t even breathe. It’s a beautiful thing; money, cars, vanity. I fucking love it all. I can live in the tallest building of New York here with as much money I make.. if only my parents would just let me. They’re so constricting. They don’t understand me at all. I need to live, need to breathe and spread my wings. Oh god you should’ve heard the rant they went on the other day when I came home late. They all shook their finger and yelled at me in French. It was hilarious. Their authority is really sort of ridiculous. Who do they think they are, bossing me around like that? They’re such assholes. My curfew is 10. I mean really? Of course I’m not going to be home at that time. You cant even go out to dinner in new York and come home at that time. I don’t understand them. I just want to be me. And the ‘me’ that I want to be comes home at 12 and parties like a rockstar. I mean I should be able to celebrate getting a high school diploma… Yeah I’m finished, finally. Now I just have to do college.” THEREPY SESSION OF TEAGAN RUE DE'LUCA: AGE 16 “Thin. Thin is in right? So? I eat. I eat plenty. I just limit myself. You know. I get full easily? It’s no big deal. This is my life.. My job. I need to keep up with the times.. I need to fit into the size zero otherwise I won’t get paid. I won’t support myself. I cant support myself with hips or thighs or muscle. It sounds pathetic but it’s true. Besides, I look better like this anyways. School? School is good. College is a challenge, which is why I love it. My second year in and I’m already excelling. I’m very much into my professor, who’s this blonde fox who teaches fashion design. Too bad he’s totally gay. Just my luck right? I have to get going, I have a shoot in a bit and I have to look perfect. Givenchy. I know I’m going to nail it, you don’t need to tell me.” THEREPY SESSION OF TEAGAN RUE DE'LUCA: AGE 17 “I’m done with this bullshit. The whole industry is bullshit. Why do I have to wake up every day and depend on beauty? On vanity? I don’t want to be vain, or a bitch. I know that’s what I am too. I heard myself snapping on my little sister and I felt.. Sick. She doesn’t deserve it. My parents? Yeah they do maybe. They’ve been pushing it since the start.. living off my paychecks and criticizing myself for what could get me closer to the top. But they never asked me, what if I don’t want to be at the top? What if I want to go to college and learn and teach and live. I love art and fashion but I don’t like being in front of the camera. I don’t like shoving my finger down my throat to make sure I get that money. I like my body and I like college. I guess that was my snapping point when my mom found out I was planning on staying in school and getting my master in music production. You’d think she’d be proud but instead she just scoffed, telling me I was ‘wasting my beauty’. She kept on saying that I have talent, yelling at me that ‘YOU HAVE TALENT MON CHERIE YOU HAVE TALENT’. But beauty isn’t talent. Beauty has never been talent. Sure I can flirt with my eyes and laugh on command and contort my body but that’s not talent. I’d much rather be back in front of that white board than in front of the camera. I don’t need to be blinded by lights to live my life. I want to learn. So I’m going and leaving my past here with my parents. I’m not going to model anymore.. I’ll figure something out. If anything I’ll do a few shots to support the bills but nothing more. I’m better than this. I’m better than this life that was given to me. That bitch never approved of my tattoos anyways.” hey there, the name's mikey. i live in the coolest time zone and this is my first character.